Nipples and No

Maestro and I were lying in bed the other night and I happened to mention to him how much I really disliked it when he hurts my nipples.

“Do anything else you want to me, believe me, I can take it! But messing around and hurting my nipples is likely to get you bopped on the head! “

He chuckled at me and told me how “fucking adorable” I am. Except that when he grabbed hold of a nipple and pulled..I (reflexively) bopped him on the head. Can you imagine the look on his face? 

So, Maestro has decided that soon he is going to get a set of nipple clamps for me (OH NO!!!!! Anything but that!!) preferably one’s with weights on them, though he is perfectly happy running a connecting chain around the back of my neck from one to the other if gravity is a concern.

The more I resist the more he adds to what amounts to horror for me!  I actually told him flat-out “NO”. Ugh! How could I be so silly? I admit it, that was not my brightest moment. Each new element he added was met with a “no” and the response was a resounding smack on my ass!  The final decision was that  soon he will create a device that I wear in my bra. It will be something he will make for me, with push pins, so that the pointy little tips will scrape my nipples all day long! Oh Joy! Can you hear the dripping sarcasm? (After the last flurry of “No”‘s he has threatened again to get tongue clamps as well. I can’t very well be insubordinate if I can’t talk, can I now?)

What is the lesson in all of this?

Maestro has told me for a long time that we will begin stretching my comfort zone, pushing out the pain threshold, seeing how far we can go and then challenging it again. The lesson is to trust that he knows what he is doing, and to accept. I submitted to him; body, mind, and spirit. I wouldn’t have done that had I not trusted him, and I need to remember that.

So while I am not looking forward to the next bit of stretching,(pun intended) it will make Maestro happy, and that is my goal.

Wish me luck!